Well, I haven’t really been on in a while and haven’t done much Ushbus stuff. I need to finish he comic.
Made my day.
Just destroying your body, step by step. First goes health, then goes mentality, and then you lose yourself.
Well, something I have realized about my characters and stories. I lack romance or any sort of love and affection. Your imagination is still fresh from cookie cutter ideals when you are still young, and thats why Im coming up with stuff I can use in the future when I have the technology to produce it. Do my stories reflect my life? I would agree that my life does lack romance and I haven’t really truly loved somebody in 3 years. I have a bit of affection, but of course it doesn’t proceed any further. How can I make something that I do not have anymore. I miss the feel, but I am so picky nobody meets up to my expectations or I am just to scared. My anxiety just makes it worse and makes me look over dramatic. My friend took me to an art museum. I was pointing at some text and the lady freaked out on me and told me not to touch it and I just started to tear up real bad. Silly things have been hurting my feelings for months now. Its gotten so much better though, and I am a lot happier. I didn’t realize I was in a funk until I got out of it.
The Climax-First sort of weird conceptual sketch I did. To the naked eye you see giants and heroic adventurers, the underlining meaning is a bit off. Yes, a bit risqué for me.
I cannot get over the overwhelming hit of adorableness I just took.
Well, it was great while it lasted but of course it was to good to be true. Cried all last night. Woke up this morning at 9 continued to cry, then went back to sleep and slept until 2 in the morning. I have no idea where i am but i just decided to go on a walk. Hopefully things will calm down a bit.